Whew!

These past few weeks have been crazy (with no end in sight). I can't remember what I last updated so i'll start with Thursday. I flew to my parents Thursday afternoon. Nice flight, on time, very smooth. Things went really well at my parents (which is very rare). Things got a bit tense this morning, but it wasn't bad. Anyway We took kiddo swimming in the river, grilled and sat outside watching the sunset. Very nice night.
Yesterday I woke up early and took kiddo into town for breakfast. The town they live by is a VERY hippy, college town. We ate at this organic foods/ bagel shop with all the wanna be hippies and hung over college kids. Always fun. After that we drove by my old house (when I say we, I mean kiddo and I), and headed over to a mini amusement park. I had never been there, since I only lived there 2ish year and it was geared towards younger kids. But it was really neat, kiddo met Dora and rode a ton of rides. After that I took her back to my parents, and for once got to have them babysit. This is very rare for me, their majorly anti-babysitting (I ask them 3 or 4 times a year which is WAY to much according to my dad @@). I ended up going to see Transformers with Kiddo's aunt on her dads side. And out to eat after. It was just an awesome day.
This morning we sat outside and talked while kiddo played. It got a bit tense during a convo about school and me getting a job. My father is very much against me being a stay at home mom. I can afford it, and do plan on working when she goes back to school, so I don't see why it matters. Im debt free, not on any aid, have a house and 2 cars fully paid for, money invested (so Iam making money). Having that time with kiddo is more valueable to me then working. But my family is a workaholic family so thats why he feels the way he does.
But I just let it go and said i'd look into going back to school. I have thought about it, and there is something i'd like to do, but not until Kiddo is in school.
For some crazy reason everyone is being super supportive about my relationship with new guy. It's the first time in my life people are being so supportive. And instead of telling me to take my time everyone is saying to follow my heart!! I almost feel like everyone has gone insane, and now Im the sane person.
It's not that I dont like new guy, I do, a lot! But I need to know what I feel is true and wont wear off. I think it is true, and I can't imagine this wearing off, but i've never felt this before. I don't 100% trust my judgment. I feel like what are the odds of me finding the person I feel could be "the one" and him feeling the same way about me. He's so sure of everything, how do these crazy 1 in a million things keep happening to me? I still feel undeserving of this love, and yet here it is.
I could see us pregnant before the end of the year, thats how quickly things are happening. Im trying my hardest to slow everything down, but I can't help the way I feel. I wasn't planning on really dating for awhile, let alone jumping into something this fast.
I can't find ANYTHING I dont like about the guy! He's a good father, treats his mom well, treats me like a queen, love my daughter, wants a ton of kids, knows how to cook, clean up after himself, doesnt speak bad about his ex, loves life, can make me laugh, And I can be myself around him. He's perfect. He's loyal, trustworthy, and honest! It almost seems to good to be true.
I've talked about this with a few friends in the last few days and asked if they think im crazy, and everyone has said they think i'd be crazy for not keeping this guy. And that theres no right or wrong time frame for a relationship to progress. You can know the moment you meet someone that you want to be with this person forever, or it may take you years.