Wednesday, June 17, 2009

End of my rope

Im so fucking miserable. Im dead tired but can't fucking sleep :( My mind races and i cant seem to get comfy. Last week I got a RX for Ambien and may go fill it tomorrow. I've only taken mild PM meds before, never a sleep aid. I dont want to take it, but I can't function like this. All day im so woren out and then come night I get maybe 2 or 3 hours of sleep. I worry about driving and stuff because im that tired!
I talked to the new guy about it a little while ago and he wants to take me tomorrow to go get natural things to help me sleep, but im so fucking tired I dont even want to try it. I just want sleep at this point and I don't care how I get it.
Im wondering if some of it has to do with my issues of being alone. I hate being alone at night.

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