Tomorrow

Im so ready for tomorrow to be done and over with! I have no idea if everything will go along as planned. Since we had a pre-nup and no kids together, there isn't much to fight over. BUT the few things we did have to fight over he of course is being a jerk about. I truly don't care he can have everything but 1 thing. Some very private photos and videos were taken and I don't trust them with him. Im asking for them to be handed over and everything else he wants is his. He keeps going back and forth about agreeing. One minute he says i'll give them to you if you give me this, I give him that then he says well no I want this to! Finally I point blank said your either going to hand them over or not, im done playing these games and have refused his calls since then. He can speak to my lawyer if he needs to get a message to me.
I've "heard" he may be going to rehab after the divorce on Wednesday. Cant say im shocked. I think he has some MAJOR problems that he needs help with. I think when people have grown up the way we have it can cause some major issues for them as adults. We both pretty much raised ourselves, were given anything and everything we wanted, and didn't have great role models for how to be a good parent/spouse. So I can't blame him for the problems he had. I had went through what he's going through in my teens/early 20's so I get it. I which things could be different and at the very least I could be there as a friend, but theres just so much hurt that I can't offer that. I do hope he's able to get the help he needs and works out all the problems.
I feel like i've been put through the ringer this year, im ready to move on and start a better life. But I also feel like i've grown so much in just the last few months. I want things I never thought I wanted, I feel things i've never felt before. It's really weird.
Things with new guy are still amazing. I feel like im in a dream or something when im with him. I forget all the drama going on and can just enjoy life when im with him. Things just feel right.