Umm

I hope i'm just over reacting or it's just stress but I started spotting today. I was kinda caught off guard today because AF never comes early, sometimes late but never that I can remember early. But I kinda wrote it off because it's only by a few days. The only time i've spotted is during my pregnancy with my daughter (i've been pregnant more then once), and that was a few days after AF was due.
I've been under a ton of stress lately so I hope it's that. I'm remodeling my house and have been traveling all over the US for the last month and a half, someone I care about is dying, i'm putting my house on the market and selling right after the remodel is done, maybe moving out of the country, and i've made some diet changes. I'm pretty sure I ovulated before I had unprotected sex so I mean I couldn't be pregnant, right?
I'm in a whole lot of trouble if I did turn out to be pregnant, which makes me even dumber for even taking the chance.
1- I slept with 2 different guys within days of each other.
2- Im already a single mom, I have little sanity already.
3- I'm getting divorced, FL will not grant me a divorce while pregnant.
4- I had a horrible pregnancy with my daughter, should that happen again I dont know what i'd do. I wasn't even able to care for myself let alone another person.
5- Im moving out of the country. I know USVI isn't a 3rd world country or anything but I want the best health care I can get.
6- This sounds either selfish or im making a joke out of it (which im truly not) but im enjoying my daughter being out of the baby phase. I like not having to buy or change diapers, sleeping the whole night through, and all the other stuff that comes along with babies. Im not ready for that baby phase again.

I don't even know what i'd do. So until I find out otherwise im just going to assume it's from stress and change of diet.

My daughter is still sick :( But she seems to be getting a little better. Breaks my heart every time she tries to talk. She's a big talker so resting her voice isn't something she'll do.
Besides being slightly freaked out im feeling so much better now. I talked to my old pastor which helped a lot. He's such an awesome guy to talk to even though he's well into his 70s. You would think he understand nothing about my life but he totally gets everything. I guess it helps that he was my moms foster dad for a few years and I've known him since the day I was born. My mom (who passed away when I was young) looked up to him very much, so I try to imagine that any advice from him is what my mom would tell me if she were here. So im not going to try and be a better person, Iam going to be a better person. No more bad judgement.