Friday, June 19, 2009

My boyfriend :)

Sooo new guy and I are officially together now :) Im very happy with this. Last night after kiddo went to bed (all the kids stayed at my aunts) I went out with new guy, Fred and his wife, H and the guys shes off and on with, Bob and a few of his friends. We went to a few different bars, before we settled at one. Im not really a bar person (they lost there cool when I turned 21), but it was fun none the less. Played pool and darts, and I drank WAY to much. Im not really a big drinker (once again it lost its cool when I became old enough to legally drink)so a few drinks and im good to go. New guy had a few beers but he isn't the lightweight Iam lol. We were all the way across town so I just stayed the night at his house (which was the plan from the start).
We were going to stay in different rooms (me in his bed and he'd sleep somewhere else) but ended up sleeping together (as in the same room, not having sex). So we still weren't "together", and hadn't done anything but hug and hold hands by this point.
Woke up this morning and he made me breakfast in bed. When we were done he said something along the lines of "hey can you do something for me" (it was early so this may not be word for word what was said), and then I said depends on what it is, and he said "would you not date other guys". Caught me off guard! LOL I think i said something like if I agree to that does that mean we're together, like boyfriend and girlfriend together? I felt kinda silly after I said that, but he thought it was "cute" and said yeah. Of course I agreed and that's how we got together lol.
Of course after that we FINALLY kissed. I asked him why he didn't make a move on me last night and he said he wanted to wait until we were a couple and that I was sober and remember it :) Such a nice guy. I don't think any guy i've ever dated would pass up a chance to get with me while drunk. Which is why I don't drink much, i'll do just about anything. I have a stupid butterfly tattoo on my lower back to prove it (and thank God the tattoo shop was closed or else last year I would of got MILF on my ass).
It was kinda nice to just make out. I feel like i move so fast with guys (in bed) and it was nice to slow it down. I mean things are moving kinda fast relationship wise, but I like that. Im not really (or i wasnt) a believer of love at first sight, but i've always known in the first couple days of being with someone if I love them or not. It's never something thats come over time. If I don't have those feelings for you right away then I never will.
Its weird because I feel like things are sudden and not all at the same time. If you look at the big picture i've been waiting forever for him. Most people by 26 have found someone awesome. I've found losers who have treated me bad. But short term I guess this is sudden. Im not even divorced yet, and besides dating guy #2 for a few days, i've been single just for a few months. It's crazy thinking about how everything has lead me to right here. If I didn't get pregnant (or abort) I wouldn't be here. I'd be back in NC doing nothing, and not putting any effort into finding someone else.
I know it's way soon, and i may regret ever typing this but I kinda feel like he's the one. Its way early I know. Theres a million reasons why that sounds crazy, but I still feel it. He just makes me so happy, and we get on so well. I also feel like I don't have to guess with him, i feel like we're on the same page as far as feelings go (and no it's not just because i snooped around his blog).
I get to meet his kids on Monday :) They'll be back from camp today, but Kiddo and I are going to my camp. I've been going to camp since I was a few days old. Its a church camp (through the church i grew up in), but this is the first time i've went since i was 20. Im not going for the full, only the weekend. But kiddo should have a blast and really enjoy it. It's where my first husband and I met. He'll be there this time as well

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