Something to add to the ironicness (okay I know thats not a word) of last night was that it was my 2 year wedding anniversary. How random to watch a movie about divorce the day before you get divorced which also happens to be your anniversary.
Anywho, today went of fine. No real drama to report. Everyone was civil, no name calling. We both got what we wanted so it's time to move on. For the record new guy did not come with me, I felt it would be disrespectful and just upset my ex. He was agreeing to what I wanted so there was no need to press buttons and flaunt my relationship. I had a couple of people ask me that today, so I just wanted to get that out there.
Besides that today was pretty boring. I didn't want to have anything planned, since I had no idea how long it would take, so new guy and my cousin (he came down here with him) went deep sea fishing. Kiddo went to the beach with one of my aunts, and afterwards I came back to my Grandparents and just hung out in bed. Once everyone came back we went out to dinner at this cute little seafood place on the channel. Afterwards new guy, kiddo and I went to the beach for sunset and took a really long walk. Despite what happened today it was one of the happiest moments i've ever had. Everything feels so right with him. I do wish his kids could of been there.
Ahh i've got so much ahead of me. Everything has been moved back into my house, and now I have to sort it and figure out what goes where. I have to move. I have to get my house on the market. It's like a never ending list of stuff. It's times like this that being a kid sounds like so much more fun then being an adult.
LOL I remember being 16/17 and thinking how amazing being an adult will be. You can go anyplace at any time. Everything is legal. Theres no way in the world i'd ever miss being a teen. What they don't tell you is with being able to go where ever you want and have things be legal comes a whole lot of not so fun stuff. It all seemed so effortless. I lost my car keys once as a teen, all I had to do was tell my dad and he figured out how to get me a new set (okay they weren't really lost, I knew where they were, it was just getting to the bottom of the ocean that was the issue). Ugh Im going to bed im drained.
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