Okay okay so I know this blog is MY safe place and somewhere I should be 100% truthfull. We are not legally married. We have exchanged vows and do plan on making it legal but legally we are not married. :( We exchanged very personal vows and got each others names tattoed on us. I consider us married.
We will be having a large wedding at some point. We've thought about this fall but it's just to soon I think. As in not enough time to plan. We're still talking it over and need to make up our minds quickly if we're going to go for it or not.
On one hand i'd like to because I'd like for him to adopt kiddo, who knows if i'd be insanely pregnant next year, and im ready to make it legal. But on the other it's going to be so rushed, I want a huge massive wedding and I dont know it it can be pulled off in a few months, and Id like to lose weight.
I was watching http://www.youtube.com/user/TheKheinz and by the end I was sobbing my eyes out. I thought it was so sweet and such a neat way of making the wedding their own. I'd never have the guts to do something like that, but I thouhgt it was way neat and made me think about stepping out of the box. Im totally weird but i've never wanted a huge "fairy tale" wedding. Until now. Not so much a wedding, because in my eyes we're married, but just a huge party. I think its a huge feat we've found each other, and that should be celebrated! I want everyone to come and celebrate our love :) Dorky I know, but thats how I feel.
Im done doing things the way others feel they should be done. You have one life and should celebrate everything as much as possible. This is totally new to me.
Things are far from perfect, and im struggling a bit right now but im still going to keep my head up and try my best to not let life get me down.
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