Today has just been an off day. I know everyday can't be wonderful and perfect, thats just the way the world works. But it sucks when I can't shake these feelings. I feel horrible for Greg because he has been nothing but wonderful during my crazy moods. Im trying so hard to get over this but it just keeps coming back. I guess im just not trying enough. I have so many great things to be happy over yet I wont let go of the bad.
I guess I was a bit crazy for thinking all of this would go away so soon. But my heart is so broken. It's been horrible the last few days, I feel like an emotional nutcase. One minute everything is wonderful and I don't feel like life could get any better, then it feels like i've been hit by a truck and everything is craving in. And for no real reason. Ugh I think its just getting close to that time of the month.