WOW!

Geez this past week has been insane! Sooooo much happened that I don't even know where to start. I guess i'll start with the good. The older kids start school tomorrow (very excited). We didnt get to go clothes shopping yet, but we hope to next weekend. The reason we didn't go shopping is because my ex needed to come and pick up his stuff on Friday, and Kiddo needs to have some tests done in Indy tomorrow.
We're still in NC because I decided to get a home inspection done before I got an offer because if somethings going to come up I want to know about it now rather then later. Nothing major has come up, well nothing major that we didn't expect. The chimney is shot and if someone wants to use it, it would need to be fix. But the inspector said he sees roughly 80% of chimneys like that now since people don't really use them anymore. Of course home owners insurance doesn't cover that. I told greg to tie a metal pole to the top and pray for lightning since lightning damage is covered. LOL of course i'd never do that.
We got a super faint line on a home pregnancy test on Saturday, and a bit darker one today. Not by much, but a line is a line right?! Im trying not to get my hopes up but im 99% positive im pregnant. We wont start telling people until a doctor confirms it and that its a healthy pregnancy. All I want to do is call every single person I know and tell them lol. Im sooooo not a good happy secret keeper. I think Greg and I are both in shock.
Things are still amazing between us. It's crazy how well we get along. I feel like i've matured so much in the past few months. He makes me want to be a better person, and I love that. Even though life is a bit crazy right now I wouldn't trade it for anything. I have so much to be happy for and God has really blessed me so much more then I ever knew. I'm trying to work on my faults, which I think is going well, and it's making me into a much better person.
I feel like im a much better mom, and now with family in my life parenting is so much more enjoyable. I love having someone to share my days with, to help me out at bath time, to tell what cute new thing kiddo did, to let me rest when I need it and mostly to be a REAL father to my child. The good days are finally starting to out number the bad and im moving on from the old me :)

"Life isn't waiting for the storm to pass..It's about learning to dance in the rain"