Been awhile

Wow it's been awhile since i've updated. Life got a bit out of hand there for a moment. Feels good to be back home and into the flow of things again. So heres my crazy long update lol.

Pregnancy- Babywise things are going good. So far this pregnancy is a lot like Kiddos, which kinda scares me. Im getting crazy bad heartburn, always feeling sick, tired, emotions are all out of whack. The only thing different is im always hungry this time. I need to talk to my doctor about getting on some meds or something. I don't want to deal with depression this time. Im seeing a midwife, and as of right now im going to try for a water birth in a birthing center. Im very excited about that. Im very commited to atleast going natural this time, so we're trying to prepare for that. Im going to pilates every weekday morning, reading up on natural child birth and trying to mentally prepare. Yeah its really early, but its hard to turn down the promise of relief when your in the moment.
We're undecided if we're going to find out the sex. We have 14ish weeks before we can, but we keep going back and forth. On one hand I don't want to know. I want to find out after birth. But on the other it would be nice to plan before he/she arrives.

Kiddo- Doing wonderful. All tests came back normal and we can't find anything wrong with her. Their thinking it was stress, but we have to keep an eye on things. Should her bowel issue come back we're going to have to go forward with invaseive tests :( She getting the best care possible now, so I feel better just waiting and seeing.
She loves school. Has a group of friends, all boys @@. One of the boys she calls her bestfriend and their joined at the hip. Its really cute. They've even talked on the phone lol. He's 4, older man. Kinda nerdy kid, but a cutie. The teacher said Kiddo is very well liked, a friend to everyone, and a helper :) She also said she's very fair and good at sharing, which amazes me. Paying attention isn't a strong point of hers and talking has been a bit of a problem.

Hubby- Doing great as well. We've found some land that we're about to put an offer on and he's all excited about that. We're going to build our own house. Pretty much just us, family, and some help from his workers. We're trying to draw up some plans now. It's hard when you have a blank slate to do whatever. We get way out of hand and end up with a billion different rooms lol. But anyway, he's good. He's been extra romantic lately and im loving it. He comes home everyday at lunch :)

We had a death in the family (an uncle on my moms side). I was life changing watching that process. Made me want to do more to help people. Which brings me to work. I really dislike where I work and im positive I don't want to work in a spa. I'd like to get into medical massage or pre-natal/infant. I'll stick out the time I commited to, but after that im done.
I was so blown away with Hospice, that I think I may want to work with them.

Baby daddy and my friend are still together. Im fine with it now, I think she may be good for him. It's not who i'd pick for her, but whatever makes them happy.

Im really tired so i'll finish updating later.